
Saturdays race was brutal. My legs hurt, they felt empty and my energy level wasn't all that high. However, i'm tired of this little mini-slump (of about 2weeks) i've been in. I know what caused it, a miss step in my training, but I had been waiting to finally turn that corner and get my legs back.
Saturday i tried going with some of the earlier stuff. When the break went, i wasn't in it. At some point Wheeler attacked the main group trying to bridge up to the large break up the road. I don't know what spurred it on, maybe just luck but i decided to go with him. The chase eventually included about 6 guys including another teammate. We finally made it across after what seemed like forever, but was probably more like 15mins.

Once we made the group, I was dead. My goal was to sit in until the end and see what I might have left. After 20mins, I got gapped off of the back, picked up by the chase group and eventually fell off of that pace too. The effort to get across took its toll. I couldn't turn the pedals over anymore.
The second day went much better, sort of....
I felt great, my legs were giving me good signals that i would be able to be competitive today. Maybe I've turned a corner? The pace started of fast, really fast. I think THSJ's goal was to split the field in the first lap. I survived.
5 laps in I found myself rolling to the front as the field was coasting, so I attacked and got a decent gap. After a bit a few riders came up, but not riders that I felt were protected riders. Unless some bigger names come across, we are doomed. After about a lap we came back into the group. And i sat in, to recover. The race was pretty tough, the pack split and was guttered on the back side each time. I was able to be in each selection, or jump across.
With 4-5 laps to go, somebody went down on the climb, and I found myself chasing back to the main group. Minutes later, as we are flying down the back side, a deer decides to see if he can 'frogger' his was through our pack. We were doing ~40mph and the deer probably about 25... The fawn made it all the way through from left to right, and hit a THSJ rider on the far right side. It looked like a terrible crash. I slowed as i wasn't sure if would get taken down by other riders or debris. I made it through ok, but again found myself chasing back on. Just made it with a few laps to go. Although there was a break of 10 up the road, the main group only had ~25 left in it. For some reason, my legs were still good!? So I attacked the group to see if i could draw a few guys to go with me. Unfortunately i did cross the yellow and was DQ'd! No reason to shout or scream at the ref, i did it(although an accident) and i got caught. My day was done.
Trying to end on a positive note here, my form is back and i didn't go down this weekend.